Back to work

I would be heading back to work soon.

I used to be unable to imagine myself not working.

Now, I can no longer imagine myself going to work and leaving Ira. When I try to picture how it will be, it is all blank.  Then I have to.. and I know I will.

Right now, being a stay at home mom is impossible - financially. Maybe.. maybe.... when Ken finds a better employment abroad - when he returns to Canada or some place else. Maybe that will make it easier for me to be a stay at home mom to be with Ira and be financially comfortable.

We are almost through with the hard part. Ken has his sideline now.. blessing... thank you fiscal.. thank you Lord! and I soon will be back to work, get paid and receive reimbursables.

Ken has been stretching day and night and have been getting only 3-4 hours of sleep on the average since i gave birth. I have been getting more sleep now - he doesn't wake me up even when he is super sleepy already and just allows me to sleep. I feel guilty when I wake up.

I have been busy planning Ira's baptismal. Thank goodness for the connected world now, I can all do it online. Planning planning planning... I am torn... to go all out or not. So I hope to be able to achieve the median.

People say that the 1st better should be more extravagant than the binyag, I believe otherwise. Maybe for Ira's first, we will just have it at Shakeys or something. Good times coming!

We will talk later to Ate Baby, we will have to eventually entrust her with Ira. We will flesh out the details later.

Anthony's finally realized that what he did to Aljon was wrong..so all's good.

Life is good!