Rough Patch

Ken and I had a rough patch earlier. This was the first in many months.
We had arguments and disagreements in the past but never been this explosive since before I got pregnant.
 I realized that part of making things easier for me as I was going through my pregnancy is avoiding having rows with me - which I appreciate, looking back.

Our episode earlier of course as usual is a verbal clash with me crying while fighting back. It was unfortunate to think that this is Ira's first experience of parental clash - too early, too soon.

As always, Ken, na napakabait, reached out to me first and made peace by buying me food and by starting to talk to me and bringing Ira to me. I was ready for cold war...thinking about how I was make me so much feel like a bad bad bad person!

I know there will be so much more of these rough patches to encounter so documenting this will help make me realize how lucky I am to have a partner like Ken, who in trying times is always first to bring the two of us together and be one again.

More will come, especially that we are just starting getting used to the new family life, without getting any help from family or anyone. I pray that we will come out of this strong.  Lord help Ken and I, make us strong right now that we are tired and confused, be with us, so that we can raise our Ira well, I ask for the intercession of Mama Mary and pray through your son Jesus Christ our Lord Amen.